Hi.. its Lauren Von B here

2009-08-19

I'm a lazy bum

Who needs to take out her Moleskine and start drawing again, before drawing takes over my life in school.

Why did I waste this summer so unproductively?

Why did I not even vector?

Vectoring used to be my entire computer existance.

How come I have slipped into such a creative slumber?

Why do I imagine myself spending free time improving myself, and being artistic, and so forth, but all I end up doing is wasting time.

It’s really quite embarrasing and it makes me angry and frustrated to think about it.

another summer down the drain but theres always the fall right?!

2009-08-17

(via lovegifs)

why when i want to watch television there is nothing on but shit!?

but now I’m back again.. yay! This past week has been crazy. I went out Monday night thinking I was just gonna have a few drinks at a friends house and stay the night… well a few drinks turned into a whole bottle of vodka and a six pack of beer, can we say drunk!! ??no belligerent!good night passed out at like 8am watching dora. next day we tried to sleep of our hangover which lasted until 8pm where we finally got up and went to go hangout downtown and watch all of the queers.( i love em)then we went to club for some karaoke and free hot dogs and pool.. i kicked some ass but i def play better buzzednext day we pretty much did the same thing sleep,eat,go downtown, club.move to after the club for our little “after party” i was already drunk and i thought it was a good idea to drink almost half a bottle of vodka to myself after having a ton of cran vodkas at the club… not so much and it wasnt for my friend either. he gets into this HUGE fight about nothing with his roommate and being the queen he is it turns into this full dramatic production where I’m told to grab the kitty and chase after him while he runs out of the apartment bitchingmind you this is at 5am… I’m just ready to pass out but we end up leaving and going to another friends house. next day I’m awaken at like butt fuck early in the morning by a cable guy banging on the door. . so pissed… and hung over so we just watched movies all day and then….we did it all again except the “after party” was at some (we’ll call it a mansion B/c its way bigger then my house) I played rock band for the first time!! I suck at the drums but i was prettty done so I think I will give it another try.. I’m beginning to recognize a pattern to my life.. and I think I’m OK with it but on to better news!!I got an email from this restaurant I applied for like a week ago and they wanted me to come in for an interview on Saturday. I was way excited and did a whole bunch of research because im a dork. well the interview was Saturday morning and it went really well, they ended up calling me back that afternoon for a 2ND interview which was today and GUESS WHAT???I GOT IT!!!yay! so now I’m serving and bar-tending downtown which is amazing I’m so excited! I start Wednesday!ok this was enough of uselessness but I’m bored so that helped a little

→